Tuesday, April 24, 2018

Doing great - feeling better

I am so grateful that I have stuck with my commitment to write every day on this blog. I feel like I am coming out of the other end. Each day, I am opening my books, taking deep breaths, and reading the commands.

I am feeling the power of building my character - the kind of character that comes form honoring my commitments to myself and powering through my resistance. For weeks now, my enthusiasm has been in the crapper. But I feel the tenticles of renewed faith crawling up from the depths of me, telling me it's okay, encouraging me to march onward and upward.

I still believe in my books, and all belief in myself has not been stripped away by the past month.

Regardless of how I feel, I am committed to continuing this writing journey. The 8 Commands contained in my books are becoming my living reality. Day by day, it is happening.



Monday, April 23, 2018

Contemplating a 24 hr lock in

I am going to pick a time in the near future and repeat an affirmation for 24 continuous hours. The purpose of this inner jaunt is to deeply absorb and make real this affirmation in my chest, mind, and body:

The highest love that I am is now wholly awake and manifest within and as every cell and atom of my body and mind.



Sunday, April 22, 2018

This one 30 day commitment

Okay, as an attempt to get myself back on track, I am going to do this for 30 days:

Before bed and upon waking, I am going to take deep breaths and read and affirm the 8 commands of both the Heart-Inspired Millionaire Energetic Mastermind and The Love-Awakening Energetic Mastermind. These commands will be the last thing I think about before falling asleep, and the first thing I see when I wake up.

Hopefully, this will get me out of this quicksand of morose thinking and depression that I have found myself in.

For thirty days, starting today.

I need to get myself back.



Saturday, April 21, 2018

Out at sea

I feel like I am totally out at sea. The boat of self-determination and tenacity got hammered by a huge wave coming out of nowhere. Now, I am clinging to this tiny piece of board. I can barely get myself to write each day, so I scribble a few words on this blog just to tell myself that, for this day only, I did not give up. I didn’t quit. There is a string of daily consecutive posts dating back to August of 2017, and I just don’t want to give up on that. I made a commitment to write every day, and I am now in sheer determination mode. I write on this blog even though, every day for weeks now, I just don’t want to.

This is the worst I have felt in quite awhile. Today, I began a new commitment to practice heart-centered autosuggestion on a daily basis. I am beginning to feel better. 

I will keep going. I will keep writing. I will keep affirming. I will get up every time I fall.



Friday, April 20, 2018

Don’t grasp

It is such a simple concept: don’t grasp. As abundance, good, love, money, comes into my life - I need to relax my grip, open, and be grateful.

If I attach to the flow, or attempt to, then I am restricting it. I am cutting it off out of fear.

Hoarding is the opposite of wealth.

The key is relaxing my mind, my body, opening my heart, and smiling to the universe in awe and joy for all the food that flows through my life.



Thursday, April 19, 2018

Deepen and widen the flow of abundance

Here is a good point I keep reminding myself of: When the flow of abundance is flowing, watch your thoughts. Notice if you start thinking, “oh this is too much, I can’t handle this, I am so stressed, I am too busy,” or any other thought that sends a signal to the Universe to restrict the flow. The main lesson is that the Universe listens and responds to our thoughts.

Instead, take a moment to deepen and widen the flow. Relax, take a few breaths, and use your visual abilities to imagine that the river of abundance gets deeper and wider. Say things like, “thank you, yes, I accept, keep it coming, I am glad, I am so grateful, I can handle this, I got this, etc” so that the Universe gets the proper feedback. Then the abundance can just keep flowing and the river will not drain out.

Simple lesson and note to myself for yet another day.



Wednesday, April 18, 2018

Don’t give up on getting up

In the spirit of offering short, sweet morsels to myself and others on this blog, this message rings true:

Don’t give up on getting up.

Regardless of how many times I fall, fail, stumble, and act out of alignment with my true purpose, may I always get up again each time.

That is one thing that I can say about myself - I really do get back up. And I keep doing so.

So if you have made a mistake, get up.

Get. Back. Up.

If there is breath in your lungs you have a fighting chance.